My mom's an alcoholic.
A few months back, I attempted suicide, ran away from home (I was 16 then, so I legally could leave anyway...)
But I made her worse... I found out that for years, she's been drinking Vodka, my brother whose 9 years older than me (i'm 17) told me he used to find her vodka, fill his water bottles with it, and water hers down.
But all of this was after she left my Dad 7 years ago.
A few months ago, I heard a huge bang in the middle of the night. She'd fallen down the stairs. It took me a good 10/15 minutes to get her off the stairs and back into bed.
Then the morning later, I woke up, she was at the bottom slouched over, i ran down, she wouldn't even talk to me.
She didn't move until I phoned my Dad in hysterics.. and told her he's coming, and so is an ambulance.
She locked herself in the bathroom... they took her into a&e, accused us of being violent to her from her bruises.. and let her go, without calling us to pick her up. So she walked home in the rain, in slippers and just a dressing gown. :/
She promised she'd stop. She goes through the days she's at work with no drink (3 days a week) as she'd lose her job.
I found a litre bottle of Vodka 2 days ago. I took a picture of it, so i could gauge how much she drinks. I found it last night, empty. In the bin...
I phoned my Dad, even though he's abroad. He told me to take the bottle and take any i find with some in anyway..
So I am doing..
I just seriously, can't cope anymore.
She's supposed to be my Mom.
She's meant to cook my meals, and wash my clothes.
Yeah, I'm 17... But i don't remember the last time she made me a meal, for the fact i should eat.
I want to just leave, I can't deal with her. I can't deal with my sister either she's just a horrible person.
I'm either going to end up dead, or on the streets.
I can't do this :/
No-one else is helping her. My sister is 2 years older.. but she leaves me to deal with it all. :/
