My mom has been an alcoholic since I was about 6 years of age. It is absoulutely ridiculous the amount of wine she drinks. Up to 8 bottles a night, all to herself. My 2 brothers, aged 14 and 16 go to boarding school, so when I get back from school at about half past 5 ish she is already passed out on the sofa, and I go without my dinner. I am 13 now, yet it started ages and ages ago. Earlier this week, she got so bad that I walked out on her and packed a bag, and came to my dads house. In the past, she has threatened to kill herself because she has nothing left to do. The doctor said that If she carries on the way she has been for the past 6 years, it could only take 2 years to die, and she is going the right way for it. I try to help her, but she never listens she just shouts and shouts at me until I just end up having to ignore her and just go into my bedroom and shutting everything out of my life. I have told 2 of my friends so I have someone to talk to when I am at school; and obviously my dad knows and I get alot of support from him. I really want to help my mom, but when I try it doesnt work and I feel there was no point even attempting to get through to her. When she is sober, she is the best mum in the world. I never EVER want to loose my mom, my life wouldnt be complete, I would never be the same...ever again
PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?!?!?! its ruining me
