Children of Addicted Parents and People

When you feel it inside your brain,

When you destroy yourself,

When you drive us all insane.

When our hearts break,

It's because you wouldn't quit.

Not even for your kids sake.

Our hearts are bleeding for you,

We are always reaching out,

But there is nothing left to reach to.

You could be saved,

but you won't be.

Sometimes I think you just aren't that brave.

So go ahead,

Have a drink apologize later,

while we cry for things you've said.

Go ahead strangle me,

kill me, just like you said

Truth is you don't scare anybody.

Wash my hands no more bloody red,

Apologize in the morning,

but you can never have back the things you said.

They will be kept with me,

They will cut me, burn me and scar inside,

For the rest of eternity.

This is exactly my mom, and i dont know what to do, xx