Hey im emilylouise i have a very similar problem to,my dad has been an alcholice since i was well born...and probarly before that but it started taking affect just after i was born.my mum married him and were happy together untill my dad was told he had to go too work in dubaii, he started going out in the evening out there and drinking with all his work mates leaving my mum at home with my brother and sister.
it was copable for a while but after my mum had said to him she cant live out in dubaii anymore so she moved back home to kent. at this point my brother was 10and my sister was 7.
my dad promised them he would call every friday night and speek to them to see how they were......well every friday past by..no phonecall!
then i was born and my dad was even worse he had stopped workking out in dubaii and was comuting to london everyday,and ended up coming home at 2 o'clock in he moring every single day.
he wasnt sober though,he would walk in the house and crash out on the couch.
but anyway long story short!
recently my mum was out with a group of friends,and a lady gave her this website for me to check out.
i thought that maybe i should because recently the past year or so,i have been in a state think about what has happened..what could of happened. my father is now ill from drinking and has two blood clots, he is a very heavy.21 stone.
i do need someone to talk to now,before i get even worse.
thank you.x