I feel such a fool and now i am so confused. Since May i havent been talking to my alcoholic mum, cos i was finding it so hard to cope with her. Since then i was have a great time and beginning to feel like myself. But at the beginning of the month she stopped drinking and my dad wanted me to try and have a relationship with her again, I found it really hard to accept her into my life again, and for a week it was so akward. Things were getting good between us,and i was beginning to enjoy my family life again. I did tell her that she had a final chance to prove to me she can be a mother to me. but today i went round to my parents house as my dad has gone away for work. and found her drunk, i was so angry with her and have told her i am gone for good this time. i left her in tears and her feeling really sorry for herself. she was telling me she is alone and has noone one who loves her, but that is now the case. she has lost her daughter for good! I just needed to get this off my chest as I am so angry and emotional again. God i have gone past this stage and now i am back to square one again. what the hell do i do!!!!
