on wednesday everyone at college was talking about there families and stuff, and i told them ' i hate my dad' and people in my class asked why and i couldnt say anything apart from ' i just do ' then someone in my class told me i shouldnt say that about my dad and i told them its true i do i hate him. and agian they told me dont say that you will regret it one day. the thing is though i wont regret it i never will i genuinly do hate him, just now he yelled at me for speaking and told me 'move shut up' then i asked him something and he just told 'be quiet'. i really want to tell someone like my tutors or something i have tried to and i cant im to scared, i want to tell them but at the same time i dont want to tell them in case they get social services invovled or ring them up, and because i have been reffered to them before i will most likly show up on their computer my friend told me that they log everything on computers and stuff. and that i will most likly show up on the list that ive been reffered to them twice before. what do i do ? i know i need to tell someone but i dont want social services involved i just want my dad to stop drinking but he wont.
