last week at college i were talking to some of my friends in my college about my house i told them how many bedrooms it had and i explained the the 5th bedroom is my dads den - and it just sorta came out i told them how much my dad drinks it just seemed to come out and then one of my friends asked me 'is your dad an alchie' i didnt really know what to say because he is and i realised as soon as they asked that what i had just said about my dad, i wanted to take it back, my friends havent really spoke to me since, i told them hes not an alchie but he is i told them he drinks quite alot. i told them about the 5-6 beer cans. they pretty much avoided me in college after that. i regret telling them.
my parents are arguing more - my dad told my mum the other day 'after work im going out for one or tow drinks with some friends after work' it wasnt two he had he said he would be home by tenish he strolled in at 12.30 complelty wasted and put the tv on and drank some more, my mums getting fed up of it they are arguing nearly every day i dont know what to do and then my dad tried to make it up to me the other day he was like just having a genral convasation with me and was like telling me to have fun (i was going to the local fun fair with a friend) and when i came home my dad was in the lounge drinking. i just want to come home at the weekend and find my dad without a can or a bottle of beer or a glass of wine in his hand. and now every wednesday hes going to the football club to do football training but he always goes to the clubhouse afterwards says oh i will only have one drink, and then drinks about 3 then drives home. and yesterday he went to a watch a football match at the football club where the team he plays for were playing and used the excuse ' im just showing my face then comming home'. i dont know what to do, ive told my tutor at college shes not doing anything, ive told my friends theyre now avoiding me, ive spoke to my mum and she doesnt know what to do. ive told my dad hes going to damage his liver and that he is going to get a pickeld liver but he just doesnt care. if he goes shopping he will buy 3 -5 bottles of beer and drink them if my mum goes shopping he asks her to buy him 4 -6 cans he buys it on his way home from work aswell. i feel so tempted to buy a safe and lock all his beer away or pour it down the sink!
