Children of Addicted Parents and People

Hi ... I'm not 100% sure how all this works just yet D: so I hope I'm doing this right.
Hi all, I'm hopeing to vent a little and get some help on what I can do with everything.

At the age of nine I was told by my parents that they smoked drugs i didnt worry but then i started to worry and i commited suicide about 8 times and being an only child I have no one to talk to abou

At the age of nine I was told by my parents that they smoked drugs i didnt worry but then i started to worry and i commited suicide about 8 times and being  an only child I have no one to talk to abo